baket kaya?
baket kya ganon...maraming bagay ang hindi mo maamin...kahit sa sarili mo hindi mo kaya aminin...parang hindi ganon kadali iadmit na ganon talaga ang nafifil ko...parang kahit sa sarili ko nagsisinungaling ako...minsan naman gusto ko ng sabihin sa iba pero hindi ko pa rin kaya...yan na yata yung ugali na hindi ko kaya baguhin...i always try to hide back what i really feel...pero hanggang kelan me ganito...sa tuwing ganito na lang ba mafifil ko tatakbuhan ko na lang ba lage?...hanggang sa di ko namalayan na wala na naman nangyare...ang hirap kaya ng ganito...sa totoo lang parang minsan ayoko ng mafil toh...although sabe nila it's the greatest feeling of all...i know...pero baket parang saken pare-pareho lang ang nangyayare...dahil ba kasalanan ko?...or talgang ganon lang ang mangyayare?...minsan nga naiisip ko kapag nafifil ko na naman toh...natatakot akong magisip na baka ganon na naman ang mangyare...pero hindi ko na talga alam...l
Posted by myg at 01:48 AM |
wish you all the best
It's so amazing that i found a person like you...you're so good to be true...i know we've known each other for so long...but ang funny don...ang bilis lang ng nangyari...parang in just one snap of my fingers biglang magbabago...but ang ironic don i just realize na mahal na pla kita kung kelan paalis ka na...i'm sorry if i can't be the typical girl you want...i just hope you'll be happy...i admit nahurt din me...pero don't worry i'll be ok...
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye
Posted by myg at 08:06 AM |
I'm Mixed-up
I know i miss him...pero di ko alam baket parang may kulang...ang gulo...pero at least i have him...but still...sumthing is missing
I tried to write a happy poem about all the love in my life
So why is it when I wrote that poem I focused on my strife
I couldn't pick words to describe a happy thought
And even when I could one word is all I caught
But my sad poems could just carry on going
Its not that I'm very unhappy just that without knowing
I've lead this happy life without talking to much about pain
So now when I open up like this, it's always the same
Sad words, numb feelings and twisting hearts
thinking of people that I was with but now am apart
Ways to cope, I explain how I feel about the knifes touch
And I write about how I mess things up so much
And now I've done it again
Tried to be happy but it's turned out the same
I cant help that these are the things that effect me
I just hope one day I'll find all the words that can explain I'm happy
Posted by myg at 09:28 AM |
